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  <pubDate>Sun, 26 Apr 2026 19:53:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>7 Days, 7 Stories</title>
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  <description>This week I&apos;ve been busy. I signed up for the 7 Days 7 Stories challenge on &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://getyourwordsout.dreamwidth.org/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png&apos; alt=&apos;[community profile] &apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://getyourwordsout.dreamwidth.org/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;getyourwordsout&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.

&lt;p&gt;There was a lot of trial &amp; error involved. My plan was to select a bunch of fanfic ideas sitting in my notes &amp; work them into story outlines. How much of an outline I&apos;d get would vary of course. A multi-chapter longfic or a oneshot with a lot going on would get a bulletpoint summary of the plot, while a shorter/simpler oneshot might get a very very rough &apos;insert cool stuff happening here later&apos; draft.

&lt;p&gt;Because I couldn&apos;t be sure which ideas would work out, I didn&apos;t select a week&apos;s worth of idea&apos;s in advance. There were a couple that were promising because I&apos;d worked on them enough that they had taken up their own section in the notes app because they needed multiple pages to cover the planning, &amp; a few that had individual notes pages because they&apos;d come from Tumblr posts that had gone into some detail on suggestions for the prompt, &amp; then there was a page of miscellaneous ideas. I just created a new section in my notes, copied a bunch of ideas pages over, then culled anything that was too vague (there were a bunch of &apos;ideas&apos; that were basically intriguing Ao3 tags I&apos;d found) or was more an idea for something that&apos;d be cool to include within a larger fic. And that was my pool of ideas to work through.

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&lt;p&gt;So I have a bunch of stuff ready to be worked on, which should hopefully encourage me to get writing them, simply by having an outline ready, so there&apos;s less initial work to do.

&lt;p&gt;I might actually do this again. There are a couple of ideas still left in my notes. Plus my Tumblr has a &apos;writing ideas&apos; tag full of posts where people suggested interesting ideas, that I could go through &amp; decide if they&apos;ll actually work. I do have things to do this week though, so it&apos;ll have to wait.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thispatternismine&amp;ditemid=89164&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 26 Apr 2026 10:17:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Summary of today&apos;s writing progress</title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 16 Sep 2025 19:38:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>So, I got a new pen</title>
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  <description>I mostly write digitally on my Surface, but I still like to have an actual pen &amp; notebook around to write things out on actual paper if I feel like it. But it was frustrating to have a bunch of different coloured pens around, considering I prefer the Surface (I don&apos;t have to transcribe everything in order to post it, &amp; also I can easily erase stuff). But I like using multiple colours to keep things organised. You can get pens that offer 4 colours in 1. But you don&apos;t get to pick the colours. You can have boring colours, or quirky weird colours. But if you want a couple of standard colours like black &amp; red but also want something more interesting? Tough luck.

&lt;p&gt;Then I stumbled onto the concept of &lt;i&gt;customisable&lt;/i&gt; multi-function pens. I can pick my colours! Not only that, but I can pick thickness, which is extra useful as I have awful handwriting &amp; a fine tip makes it slightly less illegible.

I got the &lt;a href=&quot;https://cultpens.com/products/uni-ball-style-fit-customisable-5-colour-multifunction-pen&quot;&gt;5 colour version of the Uni-Ball Style Fit&lt;/a&gt;, with black, red, violet, &amp; rose pink inks (all in 0.28mm), &amp; a pencil.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thispatternismine&amp;ditemid=79474&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jul 2024 20:13:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>WHY</title>
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  <description>The hardest chapters to write are the ones where it&apos;s technically fully written, but only in the sense that you&apos;ve got a loose collection of short snippets &amp; parts of conversations &amp; you&apos;ve got to put them together in some kind of cohesive order &amp; connect them all somehow &amp; fill in the gaps &amp; force yourself to accept that that super cool line does not fit in anywhere &amp; has to be cut&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thispatternismine&amp;ditemid=61749&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 11 Apr 2024 23:32:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>The Life of A Writer</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Me: Wow I&apos;m so tired
&lt;p&gt;Me: Ah, time for bed!
&lt;p&gt;Me: *curls up under covers, so nice &amp; comfortable*
&lt;p&gt;My brain: HEY! HERE&apos;S A PREMISE FOR A MOSHANG FIC! SUPER ANGSTY! HERE IS AN ABSOLUTE ZINGER OF A FIRST LINE, &amp; THE OPENING PARAGRAPHS PRETTY MUCH WRITE THEMSELVES! BUT IF YOU DON&apos;T WRITE THAT SHIT DOWN IMMEDIATELY IT&apos;LL BE GONE! NOW! NOWNOWNOW!
&lt;p&gt;Me: Why. Why must you do this to me.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thispatternismine&amp;ditemid=54100&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 08 Mar 2024 17:15:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Important Research Things</title>
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  <description>Started rereading SVSSS with the intention of putting together a rough timeline of some kind, but it quickly spiralled into an elaborate system of multi-coloured highlights &amp; scribbled notes in the margins like I&apos;m back at uni working on a fucking essay

&lt;p&gt;I am gonna get such a good grade in canon, a thing that is both normal to want &amp; possible to achieve&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thispatternismine&amp;ditemid=45454&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 17 Oct 2023 22:41:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Into the Fire Update</title>
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  <description>The good news: I&apos;ve got a chapter of Into the Fire ready to go
&lt;p&gt;The bad news: It&apos;s kind of just some stuff thrown together &amp; polished just enough to make a coherent chapter &amp; that&apos;s it for the fic
&lt;p&gt;Problem is I went into this one with no idea where it was going, which I usually avoid for just this fucking reason (not to say I usually know exactly how a fic is gonna play out - because I almost never do lol - but I always have some goal to head towards, even if that goal can be something super vague like &apos;let this AU play out in the canon timeline until X point is reached&apos; &amp; can shift a little along the way), but I had a premise that interested me &amp; enough ideas to start off with &amp; I&apos;d hoped an actual plot would present itself along the way &amp;... it hasn&apos;t
&lt;p&gt;All I&apos;ve really got is a few ideas for things that they can talk about in negotiations, &amp; wanting to actually confront Iroh&apos;s past &amp; not brush it off like &apos;He was good the whole time actually pls ignore how he joked about burning a city to the ground&apos; like canon tries to
&lt;p&gt;I made a meme &amp; everything
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&lt;p&gt;And I just have other stuff I would prefer to be working on instead
&lt;p&gt;I might not have bothered with a chapter at all, but I did kinda leave it on a cliffhanger so I wanted to resolve that (also it was a planned scene that has been written for months)
&lt;p&gt;I can&apos;t entirely rule out that I might pick it up again. But in the same way that I can&apos;t rule out that I might win the lottery. Anything can happen. And knowing what I&apos;m like, the lottery win is more likely&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thispatternismine&amp;ditemid=26996&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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